i can understand why you insist on pretending.
sometimes i struggle with that too.
its fun now,
but we all end up the same way.
but i really hope its not too late when you wake up.
id hate to see you trip & fall,
when the only one who can catch you,
you rejected repeatedly.
beware, those who offend you
they may be right
and destroy your spirit
be aware, those to defend you
they may be wrong
and destroy your soul