|this was the last time i was in a restaurant
i wonder if i should've documented more of 2020.
i don't think (at least i hope) i will go through anything like this in my lifetime again.
but what would i even say.
i don't think i've let myself go into the details of how i'm feeling about it all.
beyond the pandemic, a lot of other things have happened
both expected and unexpected
and i think i'm still trying to process those as well
it was all bad
there were things that went well, things that are looking up, things that are changing
i think my biggest worry right now is, "what's next?"
it's scary and humbling to have little to no control
all i can really do from here is to keep going
trust & obey